I give and give and it never feels enough. I completely give myself over to you but you tell me you’re bored. That I’m always doing something wrong. What else can I do? All I can do is just smile through the pain. Try to not allow my anxiety and thoughts over take me. I’m better as an object than a human being in your eyes.

polyhedric-dimension:

It’s so strange what happens in my mind when I close my eyes

Here we go again with emotional instability. Everytime I go one step forward, something makes me go two steps back.

perfeqt:

“Sadly, sometimes it’s too late. That’s the thing about time: we cannot get it back.”

— Unknown

:

I’m the problem…im sorry..honestly I should isolate myself from you. I can’t have either of us hurting.

muzgozjeb:

vocesycaos:

Everything is falling a part again. Work has been stressful beyond belief. I just had to under go a procedure on my birthday. Now, my boyfriend is telling me he’s “too busy” for me lately. When is it my turn to be happy? When will life not be in chaos all the time? It just never ends. Always just pain and suffering.

lonelyhollowheart:

I am so unbelievably sick of this world

satanasaeternus:

Wendigo